Been a while

Wow, its been a while hasnt it? hmm...well, its been a pretty good summer, kinda relaxing. went down to SoCal, watch some baseball games, go to the beaches, went surfing, fell surfing, pretty much hung out down there. went to the delta a few times, wakeboarding, kneeboarding, tubing. that was really fun. anyway, being ignored isnt very fun. not one bit. im really tired of it. but i cant really do anything about it, at least i dont think i can. i cant help but wonder if i did something wrong...but i dont think so. mixed signals ar weird, im confussed. but for once im, happy! football starts back up tomorrow, SO EXCITED! could you hear the sarcasm in my voice, oh...wait...you couldnt. going to six flags on tuesday with my group of friends. thats pretty much my summer in a nutshell. right now...boredom has ravenged my body like...well...maybe i shouldnt say...

Watery Depths

She is the light of my day,
And the dark of my night.
My tears fade into the watery depths.
The sun shines and there is a light.
I cannot believe this is happening.
All the lies, there must be some truth.
I see only good, evil, there is none.
Please, give me a sign.
A sign to make this fun.
A sign to make it easier.
I dont know what to do.
My reflection is there,
In the watery depths.
I see it, because it is there.
I cannot feel it, but it is there.
Then it disappears.
And it is gone,
Forever

Fed Up!

Fed up.

I've tried everything;

And in everything-I've failed.

I've cried. I've prayed. And I've cried some more.

Scratching and clawing outside Hope's door;

I found myself beaten-defeated;

Then I pulled myself up-and tried some more.

Bloodied and scarred, unable to rise-

I'm tired. Fed up. I don't want to try-

Anymore.

This Is The First

HEY! Wats going on? Nothing? Really? WOW!!!
Wait, its Sunday! Never mind then...anyway,
This is my first blog, kinda weird,
I dont really have anything to talk about,
Except the fact that this week has been long,
This weekend has been short,
But I had a lot of fun in that time.
Friday I made grilled pizza for my girlfriend,
Watched some movies, and had a blast.
Last night was a birthday party,
Got there a little late,
But hanging out with friends is always fun!
Old friends, new friends, and best friends,
Box fights, box races, man cave building(not exactly in that order)
the Hangover, FREEZING COLD!!!!!! which means cuddling lol
I was gonna crash my friends sleepover last night,
But parents wouldnt let me!
Today's gonna be fun as well,
Nothing like cleaning and doing homework!
Parents arent home, which would be fun!
Any way, hopefully updating this every week,
See you then